Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Rough Week

It took the dawning of a much brighter day today (odd, since it was raining) for me to realize how tough the last few days have been for me.

My mother was admitted to the hospital on Sunday with a severe kidney infection that resisted antibiotics for several days before succumbing. On Monday I thought she might not make it.

Happily, the infection broke and she was discharged this morning. I am relieved to have her home not only for her health's sake but also because she was in the hospital in Los Angeles which is about an hour's drive from me. It was a strain to have her so far away.

This marks another in a series of medical problems my mother has had lately and it is so very hard to watch her go through all of this. I am reminded often these days how fragile health is and how so many of us take it for granted when we have it.

Funny how I can handle my own medical issues better than I can watch someone I love go through them. I suppose this is happening so I can learn to understand what my family and friends are going through watching me struggle.

I am so very weary of doctors, hospitals, lab tests, imaging, waiting rooms and injections. How I long for the days when a visit to the doctor's office was a rare event not only for me but for anyone in my family.

Since it doesn't look like those days are coming back for me anytime soon, I must learn to find the good in the present situation. I think I can, I think I can... Actually, I KNOW I can, I KNOW I can.

5 comments:

Sarah said...

Dear Suzanne,
Sorry to hear you had a rough week.
I hope your mom is doing better.
"One day at a time" right, I need to keep this in mind as well. Take care and 2010 will be a good one for you and your family, I just know it! Thinking and praying for you everyday. Love, Sarah McCormick

Annie Bizzi said...

We all KNOW it! We've known you could do it from the start!
So glad your mom is home--I totally agree about the health thing. I hate when the kids are sick and treasure, or better yet, feel immensely blessed when they are well.
Thinking of you.

annalisa said...

"This too will pass..."

I'm reminded of Peter on the water. Keep looking up!

High waves, big winds, syringes and Cancer just can't stand up to the one who made us and loves us dearly.

I'm so sorry about your Mom, glad she is home and doing better. She is suffering for her baby. (I suspect we will do the same, even if we know fretting is not good for us!)

Hugs to everyone,

Love,
Anna Lisa

Love,
Anna Lisa

Anonymous said...

I know you can I know you can! You're doing great Suzanne! You continue to be an inspiration to us all. Mary Herbert

Dawn Farias said...

I am reminded often these days how fragile health is and how so many of us take it for granted when we have it.

Oh yes, this is so true.